🎙️ EPISODE 112 — I Want More, I Just Don’t Know What Yet: Navigating the Messy Middle
🎙️ EPISODE 112 — I Want More, I Just Don’t Know What Yet: Navigating the Messy Middle
Have you ever looked at your life and thought…there has to be more than fucking this? 😵💫
Because that’s where my brain has been lately.
I’m 40. I have a family I love, a good job, bills to pay, businesses, kids going in a million directions—and somehow I’m still sitting here wondering, is this really what I’m supposed to do for the next 20+ years?
In this episode, I’m talking about wanting more out of life without having the luxury of just blowing everything up to go find it. 😂 I want to build something of my own. I want more control over my time. I want freedom. And yes, I’m struggling with watching my husband have some of that freedom while I’m still sitting through corporate meetings and trainings wondering what the actual fuck I’m doing there. 😬
But this isn't just about hating corporate life.
It's about midlife, motherhood, marriage, money, identity, financial pressure, starting a business, and figuring out what you actually want your life to look like at 40—especially when you're responsible for a whole lot more than just yourself.
I don't have the grand plan figured out yet. I'm somewhere between “I can't keep doing this forever” and “okay…so what the hell do I do instead?”
And maybe you're there too. 🩵
🎙️ Grab your coffee, Tito’s, or emotional-support beverage of choice and let’s navigate this shit together.
🧭 Stay Real, Stay Chaotic
Thanks for tuning in, babes.
Until next time: stay real, stay chaotic, and keep a drink close. 🥂